| im moving on |
[Nov. 21st, 2009|12:46 am] |
hey bitches ! lols guess what, im moving on. im moving everything. my life, my blog. lols hmm, i have to move on i can't just be waiting for her. oh well. and i'm moving to feed-our-need.blogspot.comhehs. a new blog. a new beginning. a new life. (: trying to keep this happy face alive. |
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[Nov. 19th, 2009|01:29 pm] |
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heyloo everyone.
ytd, went out with afee,syah and nadiah to plaza singapura.
went to watch Paranormal Activity.
effing nice show.
its an increasing suspense show.
like, the longer you watch the worser the events takes place in the movie.
its not even a movie.
its like a documentary.
you just gotta watch it man !
hahas.
after watching the movie we headed off to bugis.
afee wanted to eat at LJS.
but, we headed to illuma first.
it was frigging deserted for such a huge mall.
hahas.
me and afee tried to look for job since its a new mall.
only place we had chance looking for was at the ThaiExpress.
we just filled up an application form.
then we headed to the Tornado, an arcade.
played a few games like UFO catcher and Rambo.
then we headed to burger king for our dinner.
i didn't ate much.
then we walked around bugis street for awhile then me and afee headed to bedok.
slacked for awhile.
den homed.
and i don't care what they say, i wanna be with you
and i don't care what they do, i wanna be with you
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[Nov. 13th, 2009|03:56 am] |
hey bitches !
hahas.
wooo weeeee, O's are like over !
hey guess what, Muse is like fucking coming on the 3rd Feb ! >.<
hahahahahas, on my birthday sia.
omg !
im sooooooooooooo gonna go for it.
ticker prices are currently not yet out yet.
but, yeahs. im gonna be there.
i really want to.
*hint hint*
btw, tmr is gonna be ma malay class's BBQ outing.
wheee, like its gonna be fucking fun. i hope.
hehes, oh gosh look at the time 3.51 AM.
lols.
im still not sleepy yet. ):
hmm, guess im gonna dota till im finally sleepy.
haiz, i wonder how she is doing.
i hope she's fine.
but i seriously doubt that she will ever be fine.
idk, i just feel so.
i hope she's doing well with the guy that she is with now.
whoever he is, i hope he could take better care of her, than me.p.s i still love you. ):
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[Nov. 10th, 2009|11:45 pm] |
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yippiedeedodahhay !
lols.
in less then 24-hours, i am gonna finish my o-levels.
*applause*
hahas. suddenly, there are lots of things that i wanted to do during my hols.
but the main thing that i wanna do is : WORK !
muahahas, earn some $$.
been thinking on what to spend on ma first pay-check.
woooopeeeeeeeee.... ahahs.
well, recently, things at home are not doing as well as i thought it would be.
need to go home early cause my mum is currently sick. sucks !
and, i've been reading her blog and i can't really depict what she is trying to say.
well, at first, i thought that she is blaming me as she mentioned bout "wanted everything your way".
lols, secondly, i'm not even sure that she is referring to me.
hahas, i tend to be slow. but slow and steady wins the race ! (:
hmmm, "wanted everything your way". solution : go burger king, you can have everything YOUR way. xD
lame.
ok but seriously, idk wtf she is trying to say.
but when i asked her if she is ok. here's what i got, "oh erms, it's nothing" or something liddat.
come on la, i don't need a lie detector to know that is a lie.
but whatever, HAVE IT YOUR WAY !
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| i miss you... |
[Nov. 8th, 2009|04:20 pm] |
wheeee.... left 1 more paper and its gonna be FREEDOM for me.
for those suckas' who retake M.T and takes pure science, guess you guys have more papers to do.
hahas.
argh ! i need a job man.
im not gonna waste my time rotting my ass off at home.
boring siak !
my niece wanted me to work at her place "Ben&Jerry's" at Orchard Central.
punyer jauh.
but, sadly there is no more slots available for part-timers. fuck!
sooooooooo, i gotta go look for another job.
for all of you Malboro lovers.
there is this new flavour that came out.
it is "Malboro Ice Blast"
the box is super cool.
lols. and its quite similar to Next Chill.
so buy it. then gimme the box. i want. i want!
anyway.
im starting to miss her.
every night i could always recall the moments we had together.
haiz, what to do... what's done is done.
well, i suddenly have no mood to blog.
lols.
oh ya, pool anyone ? (: |
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| it ends tonight |
[Nov. 3rd, 2009|12:46 pm] |
well guys it all has come to an end, between me and her.
we only lasted 18 days... pathetic right?
i actually didn't want to endour relationship.
but i only bring her unhappiness, so might as well break.
i hope she is feeling better now.
i hope that she will find someone that she really deserves.
more importantly i hope that she is happy.
p.s if you are reading this. just wanna say good luck for your N results.
and thanks for the memories.
sampai hati kau buat begini.
kau hancurkan skala harapanku terhadapmu.
mana janji-janjimu yang dulu.
kau tidak seperti yang dulu bukan yang aku kenal dahulu.
jangan sampai nanti tiba masa aku pergi.
barumula kau sedari, mana langit mana bumi. |
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[Oct. 30th, 2009|10:22 pm] |
hello everyone.
AMaths was holyomgzwtfshitz man.....
the good news is that i tried to put every bit of my knowledge of AMaths into today's and ytd's paper.
dang ! i hope i could at least get a C6. *wait long long* ._.
hahas.
today, i finally got to met her and talk things out with her.
there are good news and bad news.
the good news is that she knows that it's not my fault.
but the bad news is that she still wanna end this relationship.
Haiz....
today is only our 15th day together.
and 15 is her favourite number and the date of our official day.
but i just could not spot why she want to end it.
she said, her mum does not like her to have a guy that is the same age as her.
i was like, wtf sia. it's not like she is in the relationship right.
and she should support her daughter.
i just don't know what to think right now.
my mind is becoming more and more sot.
fuck this ! |
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| Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry, call I'm desperate for your voice. |
[Oct. 27th, 2009|11:27 pm] |
hey yall.
how's Os' so far ?
hahas, english look do-able.
EMaths, uber easy.
but i was soooooooooo over confident that i made several mistakes.
GWARHS ! >.<
I gotta buck up and pray for a miracle that tomorrow i could be able to regain the marks i have lost.
*prays hard*
i'm so friggin afraid bout AMaths.
i hope its easy, so that i am able to answer the questions. gwah gwah gwah.
and combine humans.
shitttttt.... i think everyone in my class is afraid of combined humans.
well, there are also several problems that are distracting me.
haiz.
problems with her and this guy.
i don't want to say his name.
after the problem is settled then can. teehees.
well its a friggin long story bout ma problems wif her.
i feel, like i am not fully appreciated by her.
haiz....
after hearing what her "scandal" said bout me from her, i feel......like friggin shit la.
URGHS !
i can't believe she's so H.E.A.R.T.L.E.S.S !
*how could 'cha be so heartless?*
yea, i know, she may not be perfect.
but who in this world is perfect. [except Nabi Muhammad s.a.w]
how could ue do this to me?
what happened to the old ue that i have fallen in love with?
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| 15/10/2009 |
[Oct. 15th, 2009|11:54 pm] |
~ Ridhwan Razali and Nadiah Ali ~ sorry yall for not updating these few days. been kinda busy with studying. o's are coming. no, its next week to be specific. hehes.
today marks the day of me and her officially together. hehes.
every 15th day of the month is the day where there will be a full moon.
therefore, its her favourite number. teehees.
i'm so happy for us. hee.
i certainly think that we can last long. (:
anw, i wont be updating anymore as i don't think i have time to.
and,
baby, i will love ue till my very last breathe. <3
(:
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[Oct. 4th, 2009|12:24 am] |
hey yall...
today is those days that makes you reflect about what you have done in your life so far.
and for me, i realise that i have do more wrongs recently den right.
for instance, i was blinded bout how grateful and helpful my friends are and made me selfish enough to not fully realise so.
i regret that i could not fully apreciate for all the things they have done for me.
after they finally awaken my from this blindness, i truly was disappointed at myself for being such a jerk.
change...
that's what im currently trying to do.
these things, takes time...
i hope its just not to late to change...
i miss you ! xD
i wanna hold you tight like just now.
and never leave !
haiz, i wish you are with me right now.
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